Facebook is somewhat indispensable these days....he was a guy who said that he is not a fan of Facebook but logged in daily....as he was going through his news feeds as people go through newspapers to see what his friends are up to....friends?? not really ...he wanted to see what SHE is up to...he always did that....always tried to make sense of her status updates..trying to figure out something about her world....though he knew somewhere in his heart that he would be the last one to cross her thoughts..if he ever does ......
These day they were not on talking terms but it was not always like this .he loved her and she did tell him that he is "more than a friend"...there were days when she did made him feel as if he was something to her...for some seconds he thought that may be perfect things do happen....but it didn't last long and it was all over..she was not interested and he was (trying to be) determined to not talk to her....not because he didn't want to...because he always messed it up and didn't want to do that again...
suddenly he received a "hi" from her and he brightened up ....was he expecting it? no..did he want to hear from her ? an obvious yes....( so feelings are still there....what to do about those)
After a few "hwz u's" and "m fyn"...he tried to be normal( she always wanted him to behave normal) and talk about her brother and her plans about joining college .... after that he couldn't think of anything "normal" to talk about so he thought its better to leave before he does all that messing up again...he didn't want open up his heart again...was he scared to show his feelings ? may be somewhere....before leaving he told her that he is always there for her as a "friend"......and she replied with thanks ( he used to hate her "thanks")..he wished her "gud nyt" and left...or did he? he just went offline....
so at last he managed to have a normal conversation with her but being a nothing or everything guy he was not sure how long can he manage like this ....talking with her "just as a friend" .........
p.s - This is my first trial with fiction...not sure if this comes exactly under fiction category.
These day they were not on talking terms but it was not always like this .he loved her and she did tell him that he is "more than a friend"...there were days when she did made him feel as if he was something to her...for some seconds he thought that may be perfect things do happen....but it didn't last long and it was all over..she was not interested and he was (trying to be) determined to not talk to her....not because he didn't want to...because he always messed it up and didn't want to do that again...
suddenly he received a "hi" from her and he brightened up ....was he expecting it? no..did he want to hear from her ? an obvious yes....( so feelings are still there....what to do about those)
After a few "hwz u's" and "m fyn"...he tried to be normal( she always wanted him to behave normal) and talk about her brother and her plans about joining college .... after that he couldn't think of anything "normal" to talk about so he thought its better to leave before he does all that messing up again...he didn't want open up his heart again...was he scared to show his feelings ? may be somewhere....before leaving he told her that he is always there for her as a "friend"......and she replied with thanks ( he used to hate her "thanks")..he wished her "gud nyt" and left...or did he? he just went offline....
so at last he managed to have a normal conversation with her but being a nothing or everything guy he was not sure how long can he manage like this ....talking with her "just as a friend" .........
p.s - This is my first trial with fiction...not sure if this comes exactly under fiction category.
