Do I understand what love is?
not sure ...but I guess a little bit
a little bit ,which is too much
haven't loved and lost because never had her
still there is something I miss
something which was never there
but still occupied a space in my heart
heart which was engraved by her thoughts
thoughts of loving her and being loved
but do thoughts matter in love??
do I understand what love is? not sure
Filled my heart with emotions
and left, not once but twice
she didn't even stayed for a while
just crossed across my path
to leave me longing and waiting
love is not meant to be fair I guess
all this waiting and yearning hurts
the sudden emptiness of dreams hurts
the unspoken words still long to be heard
but they say pain is also a part of love
do I understand what is love? a little bit
But hurting is not all that love is
because I smile when I think of the
late night conversations we had
I smile thinking how stupid I was
to write such mails to her
no wonder she didn't wanted
to read anymore of those
I smile thinking of the silly thoughts
she shared with all her simplicity
I smile when I remember the crazy thoughts
and feelings i was starting to have for her
do I understand what love is? I guess I do
what have I gained from love?
I felt things which made me dream
dream about better things for life
a better perspective to see things
to see things from others point of view
to expect just about nothing and appreciate
feelings that others have for me in better way
In many ways it added a spark which I missed
so I have loved and lost but not really lost
because I never really had her
but she made me feel what love is
do i understand what love is ? yes i do
p.s - Just an imaginary poem... :p
