Life keeps on moving
it still is, but not knowing where
Its not that I am not doing anything
I have been working harder than ever
Only six months back it was, when
my heart and mind were together
than we met, memories struck back
heart started to miss its beats
and i was the shy boy once again
one who was happy just to see you
everyday again and again
I was happy to find you but felt sad
because you liked someone else
Trust me I tried to walk away that moment
because i didn't wanted to be just friends
but walking away was too difficult
my love for you felt so true
though you never had any clue
I said things i always wanted to say
obviously you didn't feel that way
sometimes it felt really painful
to see others so close to you
it was really hard to accept that
i am not the one for you
and all this while my heart kept
falling more and more for you
you seemed so right for me
as if i was waiting to be in love with you
and for some seconds you made me feel
as if i do mean something to you
But then the next moment i was nothing
and you just didn't care
i know i did some stupid things
i might have said things you didn't like
but my love was always there
and i thought you could see through
its been days and you didn't need me
and you have already said that
i don't need to worry about you
but here i am dying to talk to you
i don't know exactly for what
May be because i still love you
and i know i will always want you
you are the first one in my life
and i want you to be my last
But you say that now its all over
you don't want me in your life
was it all my fault?
how can it end like this?
here i am not sure what to do next
to try again or leave it as you want
whatever it is but life is certainly
not moving the way i dreamt of
may be i would do things differently
If i could go back to December
