Day today was as usual
woke up feeling sleepy
brushing & rushing things
room was all messy
should i call her today?
the teasing question
"no" i convinced myself
grabbed the thoughts & let go
everything felt unusually boring
mind wandering in other world
reminded myself of last night
challenge to not to think of her
lied to friends about being well
changed the matter, faked a smile
being with friends obviously
eased & helped for a while
saw her pics and found her
gorgeous as ever
if it will go like this
i would forget her never
didn't wanted to text her
but couldn't stop myself
went out for coffee
but it didn't helped
took the book, turned pages
did some reading and notes
have to complete it today
just going to give it one more go
