break from blogging

I have read many bloggers talking about talking a break from blogging is good for creativity but this break is a forced one. Won't be having frequent access to net and exams are also near so i think it could be a nice long break. I hope i could return to it with the same passion.
                  And for my friends who want to read my blog i don't want to disappoint them but this blog is kind of personal but i would try to fulfill their wish may be with a bit of editing. Though i know i write trash but still i love it.

samjhne laga hai wo

कुछ खोया खोया सा रहता है 

किसी ख्याल में रहने लगा है वो

चुप चुप रहा करता था हमेशा 

कितनी बातें कहने लगा है वो

दोस्ती के किस्से सुनाता था जो

आजकल यारो से बचने लगा है वो

जिंदगी से लड़ता था जो कभी

वक़्त के साथ बहने लगा है वो 

हर बात समेट ली है खुद में

दर्द अकेले सहने लगा है वो 

शिकवा नहीं है किसी से,बस अपने 

किस्मत से सवाल करने लगा है वो 

 कल नाकाम सी हसी थी लबो पर

शायद थोडा संभलने लगा है वो

  

जनता था जिंदगी के वसूलो को 

अब और बेहतर समझने लगा है वो   

Post dedicated to my friends

Well to be honest this is a forced post, forced by all of you to write a post for you.So don't blame me if i get into some wrong or funny side of yours :D .Sometimes friends are too demanding. look how good a friend i am :p
I am going to write a few lines about all of you, only few because i don't have much time so forgive me if i can't make enough fun of you. I will try my best to be nice but if you don't like anything i write about you then man, its your problem :-p.... So here it is in no particular order ....and sorry girls specially to vaishali, jagriti and priya...can't make fun of you..but theres nothing admirable also:p

SUNIL - Got to start with a compliment for your pair of jeans because it seems that its the only one you have :-p....though i don't have any real affection with you but since you have bike, you make a good friend of mine and you could be my best friend if you decide to buy a new one :D... may be it will help you getting a girl because i don't think there's anything else attracting about you :D

RANVEER - you seem to be one of my most ignorant of friends.. or may be you think that everything must be asked :p which movie, why not this, when is the class., which book , where are we going ....seriously bro got to do something about your W'ss. Or may be you want to help us all preparing us for our viva sessions by answering all your questions..

ARJIT - remember our lab session...you can't forget it mate..neither can I. ok sorry but everytime i think of you thats the incident which comes in my mind:D  i am not going to write that incident here and embarrass you but i know you must be LAOF. ... and yeah " kya lag rahi hai" almost every girl tujhe kuch lagti hai....waise bataya nahi kabhi ki kya lagti hai?

VISHAL - how can i forget you my mate or to be specific my best mate. you are the one who make my room messy, use my things without my permission and have unrestricted access to even my private things.. as much as i like u as my best mate i really wish to get rid of you or more specifically your never ending calls... vodafone must be thankful to you for that .... thankfully every single girl in university have rejected you otherwise i could have become insomniac..:p










p.s - on a serious note all of you make great friends for me and i am lucky to have friends like you.

Exam Dates Announced

At last exam dates have been announced. To be specific only written dates are given can't say anything about practicals yet. But its huge relief to get to know the dates ..now there will be some badly needed motivation for preparation. was expecting the exams to finish in April but it looks difficult now. one should never plan for future... i was thinking of visiting jabalpur in April.. its been quite a long time. but now it looks bleak possibility now. will see what happens....studying for exams is one thing i have never been found of...its like pushing facts and concepts in your brain forcefully just to come out on exam day..this concept of Restrictive learning is hardly useful..i have never been that typical good sincere student who does all the homework and has all the syllabus covered. I always got top ranks but still i don't classify myself as the typical student..my love for books is what makes things slightly easier for me..Given a choice i would always prefer to read George Orwell or Robin Sharma than anatomy dissection but my hard luck.......     

kismat

किस्मत की फितरत है 

इंसान को अजमाने की 

गम देकर सताने की 

आज आँखों में नमी सी है

पर मेरी भी जिद्द है

जी भर के मुस्कुराने की  

Day today

Day today was as usual

woke up feeling sleepy

brushing & rushing things

room was all messy

should i call her today?

the teasing question

"no" i convinced myself

grabbed the thoughts & let go

everything felt unusually boring

mind wandering in other world

reminded myself of last night

challenge to not to think of her 

lied to friends about being well

changed the matter, faked a smile

being with friends obviously

eased & helped for a while

saw her pics and found her

gorgeous as ever

if it will go like this

i would forget her never

didn't wanted to text her

but couldn't stop myself

went out for coffee

but it didn't helped

took the book, turned pages

did some reading and notes

have to complete it today

just going to give it one more go

you have to smile

Life is all about accepting

the truth and reality

it may take a while

but in the end

no matter what happens

you have to smile

Then and Now

for more than two years

i didn't spoke even once

but i was happy, because

i could see her every day

now after two months

of conversation with her

i am sad, even when she knows

everything i wanted to say

earlier when i thought of her

i smiled thinking that may be

she could have been mine

but now her words of denial

keeps reminding me that

she can't be mine